
Today Gracie turned 5 months,
time seem to go by so fast when you have a marker like a baby. It really makes me appreciate the time I have with her when I'm home.
Working has definitely been my biggest challenge by far. Its soooo hard to remember in the morning that this is what the Lord has planned for my day rather than staying home and taking care of my little girl. In my hear it feels so wrong and it feels like I'm breaking every time I leave her. I'm gone for 13 -14 hours I come home feed her, hoping that she waited long enough so I can nurse her then put her to bed after about an hour then get up and do it all over again. I have been working 2 days on 2 days off then 3 days on but now the good part 7 days off. Right now I"m on my "off" portion so I'm feeling a little more optimistic.
Our milestones so far:
- We are 13 lbs 14 ounces
- Nursing still, taking 2 bottles a day of formula, If I had to give my kid formula at least its at night so she will sleep well. She sleeps from 9pm-6am then I wake up feed her then we both go back to sleep until 9. It seems to be working well.
- Rolling from our tummy to back, but avoiding the other direction even though I know she can roll that way!
- We are so full of smiles but only giggle a little. I told her that she is too serious. Doesn't she know who her mommy is...I'm so far from serious.
- No food yet, I"m holding off until 6 months from advice from my lactation nurse and some friends. I want to wait and nurse as long as possible.
- I finally packed up and put her newborn and 0-3 month clothes away. We are fitting well in the 3-6 month clothes or still the 3 months of carters.
- She spends at least 1 sometimes 3 days a week with daddy and they really are bonding so much more than they had in the past. Some days I don't even think she know's I'm at work. Good for her, sad for me :(
- She said her first pledge of a allegiance yesterday...I put her hand over her heart, we will make her a proud American before you know it! But yes Sandra she will love her Swedish cousins :)
- Still no sign of teeth. I think we will be on the later end of developing but just means more baby time, which I sure am enjoying.
I will post some pictures of Gracie with her 5 month Picky Stickies as soon as my dad comes over and takes them. I can't wait!!